A boyfie call today wakes me up as I always ask him to call me up in Subuh prayer time so that I do not miss the prayer. It feels so hard to wake up at 3 to 4 AM when you just sleep at 11PM in the night. Sometimes, I live day by day by only doing activities without any target. But now, reflecting on how unproductive I am in the beginning of June, I began to plan my activities in the day.
A short to do list in what time and what should I do everyday helps me to nagivate my activities each days. It is already hard to live here with the dissertation without any class that usually help me to regulate my day. But now, since everyday is a free day, I should regulate it by myself by making a short to do list everyday. Although today (Sunday June 23 2024) is not my productive day (because I do not even plan whether today gonna be a thesis day or a break), but I learned the importance of keeping my day on track and fully optimized by making a schedule and to do list. Tomorrow, I would start again, and even it is a break, I should write the plan to not touch any of dissertation and feel less guilty.
The uncertainty, word that keeps appear when I do my dissertation as it was one categorize in my data extraction. Uncertainty is used when there are a lot of study result, might be positive or negative so that we could not conclude which one is the inference. That is also happen in life. When we actually do not know that the outcome of every effort that we made, whether the result of our venture gonna brings the result that we want to have. All in all, there might be two or more outcome, hence we call it uncertainty.
In a research, we can made a meta analysis to understand which outcome that have the bigger power and how to generalize the result. But there is no meta analysis in life, it should and might different although the probabilities is big. Life has their own way to suprise people. Life might be different. However, Allah in Alquran always remind human that we should do out best, tawakkal and pray.
All in all, I realized that I have to plan, each day, each time, monthly, and in a longer time. To worry about the result is no way but to do the best in every day is the best way to achive dreams and goals. This is also what I did in the last year. The activities that really occupied my mind, physically, mentally and this year is what the prayers paid off. Be always gratefull saff but always remember where you come from too. The effort, attempt and the prays to achieve this checkpoint in life.
I understand that I should not be worry, and tacked it by only doing my best everyday. Today, although slightly ruined, but I learned and give a better attempt tomorrow and next week. At least I still have my asar time until dark. There is still a time to having my to do list checked and dream achieved, right? go get up girl!
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