Coming back with the different kind of thought. It is 13 Des and although it was not the exact date of the 3 months coming here, I can say that it is the perfect day to write.
This week is my 12th week of learning, the last week before the winter break. I believe that I have learned a lot. Things that never happen to me before 7 years ago when I started my undergraduate. It is such an amazing feeling to realize that my knowledge is such a little piece of cake compared to the ocean.
I got my first essay marked. It was merit ones. I feel grateful because it has already enough and I think I can do well with some addition in market failure. When the NHS has to choose between covid-19 and elective treatment. When the government intervention is not enough to cover all Englans's population need.
This week, I feel satisfied with my Westminster HCNA because I learned a lot in the process to address inequality and stigma-which is I really curious about. It was such a journey of understanding the theory and concept, although I have not the chance yet to implement it now. The journey to Edinburgh, refreshing my mind with having fun with my cousin is really a good therapy to do. Sometimes, what I need to do is to have fun and appreciate myself.
And ofcourse my family. These days, I realize that I was just lucky to be accepted as LPDP awardee this year. I believe it is my mom and dad's dua for me that makes the judge believe in what I say. I am also being grateful that Allah give me conviction choosing King's because learning has never feel this right before.
I believe that I may complain and stress again. But yess, I know that this is my process to cope and be a better me. I must remember my goal studying here.
I have to understand the reason why I choose what is right, not what is easy nor the cool ones. as dumbledore said "Soon we must all face the choice between what is right and what is easy"
We must choose the right one, isn't it?
The reason why I have to catch the knowledge, spirit inside and how to address the speculation within my mind. I hope then, I can give my everything back to my country when I have the opportunity.
The term 1 may end tomorrow (not the exam). But I will comeback better next term!
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