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August has been passed with the a series of jobs that I carry out with all my heart. It's true that last August, the activities that I did were optional, the results of my own analysis so that I could leave good memories at the health facilities and my office. At the time, I didn't know what was going to happen in late August. I'm really grateful for August.
In this month, I was eager to check my medical condition to the doctor. With my number one bf, I could finally choose hospital which was actually far away from my house. I didn't know the reason why I chose the hospital but I just feel comfortable seeing this hospital in the website. I could be comfortable told this to my home and finally good news coming though. I could finally be focus on me and my future dream.
Everything in August for me is about courage and spirit to cross the line of mine. In this month, i was really grateful of what Allah has given to me to be a fully human which can be better. But what would happen in September?
September is started with the shocked news in the end of August leaving all of the worry and sadness I can explain In that moment, I feel confused to what I should choose for the next. Finally I decided to take a rest and in the moment of 2 days resting I gained focus again.
I undergo the medical treatment early this month. I am relieved that I finally can be free. It was a pain at first but I can manage it well. Although when I am writing this text I have not been fully recovered, I feel healthy and courageous to face what healty lifestyle is. Dear Allah, Thank you for everything.
I am also have done my best to overcome the insecurities and the unstable condition of mine. I really proud of my self have passes the dark hole of the broken hearted days. Bismillah to overcome what happen next in September and October.
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